dainty empress.☘︎ ݁˖

not doing witchcraft but i have a layered armor for protection from my Creator only.

https://www.instagram.com/p/C0bkm7pogTc/

This woman and the controversy around her game are... interesting to look at 👀👀 There are also many other women who don't fit conventional ideas of femininity.📌📌📌

Ladies and Gentlemen, as an adorer and 'art' curator, I do fancy woman, practically... honestly... but not dating one again, pain in the ass. I'll continue my life and worshipping Allah and just let it flow the feeling for woman. As long as I'm not acted upon, not taking risky acts, I'm good.

Anyway, @makingemi kalaaaah. Semua masc yang cuma suka joget, selfie, ootd, tanpa personality tanpa hobi tanpa visi misi tanpa prestasi. Kalah.

https://www.kompas.id/baca/olahraga/2024/08/02/melambat-demi-memahami-kontroversi-partisipasi-imane-khelif-dalam-tinju-putri

orang barat dikalahin sendiri sama ideologi transgender-nya. Anyyyyway, Imane Khelif is a female dan Allah juga menciptakan ada yang namanya Intersex yaaaah. Ngga semua orang yang punya traits berbeda dari fitrahnya itu transgender. Sorry banget nih. Anyway, she's super fine.

“the internal fortitude to defy society's expectations comes from understanding yourself.”

A real ENTJ does not say stuff like, “hahaha as you know I’m an ENTJ, and ENTJs are like this haha lol I can’t help be bossy and goal oriented – please accept me.”

This behaviour is degrading and a waste of time. Some of Introverted MBTI really personified ENTJ but we already know it's fake.

ENTJs existence is outside of themselves. They are carriers of information they have acquired. [FACTS] Their view of the world does not go through the same filter of emotion, values and biases yours does. [Yes].

Here is why I think ENTJs differ from ESTJs:

I like 1 on 1 interactions. Do not care for group settings. [YES!! intimacy is the key, and I will be able to influence people in better quality].

Usually prefer to be alone. [I have countless books to read and thoughts to write].

I despise texting people. [It depends on your first impression typing].

I do not want to hear gossip. [YES! too much time wasted].

Only speak when it is purposeful and impactful [SEMUA PERKATAAN, PERBUATAN, SIKAP, PERILAKU, ITU DI-AUDIT/HISAB OLEH ALLAH. BE MINDFUL ABOUT YOUR ACTIONS AND THE CONSEQUENCES!!!!]

Very open to constructive criticism and will offer you my gratitude [if you can offer constructive criticism BY DATA, not a fling or impulsive feeling, I'll give you plentiful rewards, whatever material or immaterial].

Excellent impulse control [I can quit music, series, game, haram relationship, PMO altogether cold turkey biidznillah]

I cannot remember the last time I was legitimately angry or raised my voice at someone [yes, because I'm soft-spoken but I am good at words. Mendidik tidak perlu amarah, tidak perlu urat. Just show the exemplary attitudes].

I somewhat care about individual sports like weightlifting/MMA and can watch sports highlights – cannot bare to watch an entire game – let alone regularly. [YES. I like MMA and for hobby, I like calisthenics and muay Thai].

Being alone with my mind thinking about my thoughts is exhilarating and rewarding [YES!!! I have countless topic to dive in and research].

It doesn’t really matter if the group does not like me [lone wolf anyway, still have Allah and family Alhamdulillah].

Research and studying is pertinent to my identity [it's a life long journey and I won't divorce with books, paper and pens].

I’m focused on the betterment of society – I audit humanity [couldn't agree more].

I am extremely critical and challenge ideas – not the carriers of the message [qaala wa qaala—katanya katanya, pseudosciences, ngga berlaku untukku. Status quo akan selalu aku uji dimanapun berada, critical thinking, know myself, my limitations, my shortcomings, and also my own cognitive biases]

I appreciate a wide variety of different acquaintances that are nothing like me [I know a lot of people with different background, social status, but I am very picky with my inner circle].

I don’t feel much when I accomplish something or get compliments [it's just... biasa aja kali, itu juga Allah yang bantu. Kalau gagal, ngga sedih² amat, kalau berhasil ngga euforia berlebihan. Semua berkat Allah yang memampukan dan memudahkanku].

Style, fashion and taste doesn’t come easily to me. It is something that is learnt through acquiring information [ngga ikut ikutan, malahan aku trendsetter karena aku percaya dengan pilihan dan seleraku. Anyway, I'm strict to the basic black veiled outdoor and cottage core indoor].

Postulating, conceptualizing and speculating abstract ideas is my idea of fun [my brain 24/7]

I do not care about being given credit for doing something [I don't seek validation in this dunya, because I only need Allah to recognize myself, my effort, and my dedications. Semua aku persembahkan, perjuangkan untuk menjadi hamba-Nya versi terbaik setiap harinya eventhough aku nangis sampai bengkak, berdarah, sakit, takut, aku berusaha semaksimal mungkin].

Social conventions – what I should and should not do in the eyes of society does not naturally exist to me, however I have a cognitive understanding of these [seperti values sebelumnya, semua opini, konsensus, harus diteliti dan diselidiki betul-betul].

I couldn’t live a normal life if I tried [what normal anyway? Allah gave me the helicopter vision and I'll eventually get it].

I have a integral need to be self sufficient [bismillah Allah mampukan].

I appreciate the arts [recently got into photo curations].

My mind is testing, measures and forecasting all day long [memikirkan kuasa dan ciptaan Allah setiap saatnya, setiap keajaiban dan nikmat yang diberikan].

Rarely thinking about people or things [not really my cup of tea. Orang dan barang ngga dibawa mati, yang transcend ke Allah itu hati, jiwa, ruhiyah kita bukan daging/flesh kita].

Status and popularity do not matter to me, even close to the extent that you think it does [Doa yang aku pinta ke Allah, jadikan aku bertakwa, tersembunyi, dan kaya (free of all wants from people)].

This is an idea people get stuck on. It defies everything they think they know about mbti and human psychology. When you have basic understanding – your abilities to apply your understanding in the real world- are also relatively basic. (If it seems like someone is doing x, than it must be x! Go me I’m so smart). [self-explanatory].

I am not a ‘people person’, unless I want to be. [I do mind my own business. Makanya kenapa pas aku kenal ajaran Islam, aku bener bener jadi mikirin diri sendiri terus in a responsible way. Audit diri sendiri terus. Bagaimana harusnya aku bersikap, berpikir, bertindak sebagai manusia].

My relationship with words is different – linguistics is important to me [it's just sexy to have an intellectual discussion with proper tone, grammar, words, and insightful conversations].

Predicting long term outcomes is my default. Conducting run tests in my brain is endless. [self-explanatory].

I am pretty chill and do not care about what other people think about X and do with their time. If I disagree with someone, its like – hmm that’s exactly what I expected them to think and say – par for course. [Udah ketakar dia bakal bilang apa, bersikap apa. Jarang kaget sih aku sama sikap yang diperlihatkan oleh orang lain. Bukannya aku sotoy, tapi emang i read people like book and it's my job].

Encourage independent thought and new ideas. [be independent, rely on your strength that given by Allah. Jangan mudah menyerah. Jangan berhutang. Jangan minta ke manusia. Minta sama Allah].

Be yourself, just do the right thing. [Self-explanatory].

Relationships are character/virtue based. [I respect a lot for in-depth characters and nondisposable values. Basically investasi leher ke atas, ngga bisa diimitasi. Kelas ngga bisa dicontek, mahal nggabisa ditiru].

Care more about the result, opposed to the process [agak kurang sabar sebenarnya, tapi yah kita belajar sama-sama dalam berproses ini].

Distaste of incompetence is not personal. I’m not acting you as an individual, just I know you are capable of doing better. You hold yourself to such a low standard snd it’s severely impacting your quality of life. [kritik internal aku kepada orang-orang past people. You can do better actually. But kembali lagi kepada firman Allah, Allah mengubah keadaan/kondisi suatu kaum kalau mereka mengubah kondisi diri sendiri terlebih dahulu].

Both ENTJ and ESTJ are ambitious (power-hungry) and usually hold high positions in a corporate.

An ENTJ has a vision of how he wants to use his power, whereas an ESTJ lacks vision and usually only obsessed with status and pay check.

Also an ESTJ pays more attention to details with regards to administration, whereas an ENTJ focuses more on a broader goal.

Both ENTJ and ESTJ maintain two lists always – one, the list of people whom they need to respect, two, the list of people they can ignore, neglect and stamp upon.

However the criteria for selecting people in these two lists is different for ENTJ and ESTJ.

ENTJ usually keeps useful people – the people who will help them in their growth, the people who can be used for realizing their vision – in their first list. If you are not contributing to their growth or vision, you go into the dustbin i.e. list two.

ESTJ usually respects powerful people and those in high ranks. Anyone with a lower salary and a lower status without power or authority over them automatically moves to the second list.

“i will get there eventually whatever the path, Allah's guidance lead me through” mentality.

ENTJs are generally more adaptable and open to change compared to ESTJs. They are comfortable exploring new possibilities and adjusting their plans as needed. ESTJs, on the other hand, may prefer stability and predictability, and they may be more resistant to change that disrupts established routines and structures.

make it more sense🎀

/sekilas hiburan/

Both ESTJs and ENTJs are extremely dedicated to their work, sometimes to the point of workaholism. Their work ethics are unparalleled – but they are very different in their approach to authority at work.

ENTJs are challengers. They refuse to follow someone else’s direction unless they think it’s the right way. They tend to have problems with authority, believing that respect is earned rather than given. “Do this because I told you to” simply doesn’t cut it for ENTJ individuals.

For ESTJs, authority is everything. They’re traditionalists, believing strongly in processes and structures and higher powers. They are big believers in social order, respect and responsibility and they value authority to the highest degree. If someone doesn’t respect that authority, they can quickly become enemy number one for ESTJs.

Success is owning your time and choosing your life! 🎀🌷💌

Younger generations are so engrossed with the emotional side of relationships and take the COMMITMENT part for granted.

“i feel like...” “this is not for me, because I feel...” “the people isn't good for me...” “this job isn't that comfortable, because...” “she didn't let me and i feel kinda...” feeling, especially gut feeling is one of be benefactor that decide whether you want to committed or not. BUT it's not the base and it's not the most essential one. the commitment is. when the rainy days say hello, when you saw a better and greener grass, when the ship is in the brink of sinking, you're not choosing YOURSELF and fly away just because you had internal, individual problems.

“Men feel emotionally attracted to their friends and sexually attracted to women” and it makes a lot of sense when you think how, they prefer cheating on their SO before pissing their homies off, even at the expense of their S.O.

whew... that's a lot to unpack though. 😁