by the way, tanggal 9—11 Agustus besok ada Halal Fair di Balai Kartini. ada 3 brand yang aku suka, 2 nya thobe untuk ci ganteng, 1 nya perintilan cimit cimit gumush buat bocil ada keychain juga sih🤏🏻 semoga tahun depan aku bisa ikut HF di Jakarta/Jogja bareng suami aku🌺
selanjutnya, aku mau cerita tentang mimpi akoo☺️ hehe di mimpi, aku punya dua suami dan aku bisa setir mobil😎 three-seater asik kali ya, kendalinya di tengah, kanan kiriku suami-suami akoo🥵 can't share the gentlemen sorry girls, nuh uh. sebenernya aku tuh suka tipe apa yah mmm black with facial hair rada strong raaawr dan satu lagi kaya tipikal2 kata Roger Danuarta rambut panjang belah tengah, tapi bedanya bulky. bulky normal mirip talent yang di Doja Cat – Kiss Me More boleh gituu🥵🥵
eh tapi ngomong-ngomong asli, Allah menyelamatkan Roger diketemukan sama Cut Meyriska sampai sekarang alhamdulillah. mantannya kaya lesbi semua apa jadinya ancur begitu, si Sheila Marcia sama Leoni Vitria. ya Allah🥺 memang benar, hidayah semahal itu dalam hidup, mengangkat derajat dan kehidupan kita...
tonight, I feel pampered🎀
already pray, reading Quran, attended classes, socializing, lifting some weights, eat great foods and oiled up myself. super soft and glowing skin🥵 clear skin with supple hair, plump lips and ready to... 😋😋
I pray that I have a man yang sudah melewati semua fasenya seperti yang di video tersebut. kalau bahasa gaulnya, sudah selesai masa lalunya (dari bayi sampai seterusnya). truly, Allah memberikan aku privilege ini yang baru aku sadari.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xajKmL3BhOE
I feel sorry for the past people, Syifa, Amory, Amanda, dsb yang betingkah irrational in my logical way of thinking and it's justifiable. now I know the knowledge based on the recent School of Life video, that not all the people have a complete and safe stages before reaching maturity. banyak dari mereka yang langsung loncat ke step being responsible this and that before know it fully rasanya di-adore for just being a human, sexual exploration, yadayadayada (check the video). truly, I feel sorry and I'm acknowledging myself privileged enough to have a complete and safe route before maturity dan menjawab semua permasalahan kenapa aku di tahunku ini (23 tahun) bisa menagih untuk komitmen, karena ya... stages aku semua sudah komplit dan aku sudah selesai dengan diriku sendiri. tinggal aku berkomitmen dengan pasangan, lalu berusaha terus untuk bisa bermanfaat bagi orang lain dan membuat legacy.
one of the comment that open my eyes ↓
Between abuse, neglect, and decades spent trapped in a deeply toxic environment that left me feeling like a monster all that time, I never had my childhood, adolescence, or even adulthood.
Now at 48 I'm struggling with the grief of a life that never was, while also facing trying to work back through all the steps that I missed- inasmuch as that it's possible for someone pushing 50.
No wonder I'm completely burnt out.
it's okay to waste your teen years. you never know yourself the first try. but always make your 20s count. truly, a good advice from a friend.
people dont realize that breaking promises makes them look bad BUT they just keep doing it anyway😋☺️
Maybe i've become a cynical old hag, but to me pretty much all entertainment is timewasting slop. It's so rare for me to encounter anything with original ideas and some depth. Sadly youtube is going in the same direction.
uh uh, yes agree.
Saudaraku,
Berhati-hatilah dari membicarakan aib orang lain, karena kita pun memiliki aib, dan orang lain pun memiliki mulut.
Sungguh telah menjadi ketentuan Allah,
Kelak seseorang itu akan dibalas sebagaimana apa yang dia perbuat..
nasihat kak Alfi:(
i thought I had the PEAK resources. but no, di atas langit masih ada langit and ill leave it here. this is my stop. I found my flower and will gatekeep it!!!!
even if you're maxxxxxed out your coolness level, your street-smart level, your money too (if you had any), you won't reach the actual, stable, and fulfilling happiness.
been there, done that.
close the book of “being cool, quirky, and pretty girl.” have a stable self, not a stable “image” self anyway.