dainty empress.☘︎ ݁˖

Go to the woods and work on a homestead. Just like when Moses rescued his people from thier Egyptian masters. Starting from scratch and feeding yourself is not easy. Thats the price you pay for freedom. 🦪

i absolutely had the best dream so far in my life. I became high value woman and tap into one room full of people, girls and guys from all over the world. the interesting part is that... they know me and every each of them are eager to see me.

one girl with the blonde hair write everything I said and confirm everything in the next. it feels like I'm a sort of important person, that everyone... liking me? maybe I'm in paradise and they all are my maids? because there's no a slight chance that everyone in earth will like me.

anyway, si blonde itu kaya semacam asisten pribadi aku ya, dia nanya. what kind of guys do I like? I definitely said it with full level of confident “the black one” and the room turned into euphoric state.

brb... mules bingit hehehe efek kopi pagi-pagi.

5-months check in with saboteur.

a good website Syifa told me is positive intelligence, talking about saboteur I think. kali ini, aku mau menulis secara objektif dan faktual by-data nya yaa.

3 Maret 2024

restless 8.1 hyper-rational 6.9 controller 6.9 victim 5.6 hyper-achiever 4.4 stickler 3.8 avoider 3.8 hyper-vigilant 2.5 pleaser 1.3

9 Agustus 2024

hyper-rational 8.8↑ controller 8.1↑ restless 5.6↓ hyper-achiever 5.6↑ stickler 1.9↓ victim 1.3↓ avoider 1.3↓ pleaser 0.6↓ hyper-vigilant 0↓

it's f-ing results that I REALLY EXPECTED because for the past 3 MONTHS I've been through thick and thin with Allah and myself alone <3 and this is the real standard of me, without any influences of other people, primarily a partner. im not pleaser by any means possible. not vigilant/eggshells walker anymore. it's big ZERO on the last category. victim and avoider are also decrease almost 2~3 times, meaning that I face the f-ed situation it is what it is karena Allah-lah yang bantu semuanya sampai aku se-idgaf ini. aku pikir aku sudah di tahap idgaf maxxxximal itu di Maret kemarin, tapi ternyata, ini sekarang level idgaf-ku. kalau bisa Desember aku re-take lagi, pleaser, hyper-vigilant, stickler, victimnya 0 besar aja semua.

alhamdulillaah, kadar restlessku turun drastis because i look forward to good quality of sleep, and look forward with the next day🎀 karena Allah-lah semua karunia ini ada dan aku bisa merasakan hidup sebenar-benarnya hidup to the maxxxxxx. alhamdulillaah.

iri (=ghibthah)nya ADA BANGET SAMA KAK AISA!!!!! manaaa حبيبي ku sayaaaaang dari Sudan dari manapun aku menantimuuuuuu🥺🎀 im sitting pretty, waiting for my prince

https://youtube.com/shorts/QxGmRqJ6EZk?si=YmAi1w9RQ3toGFtP

this woman basically delivered my core principle of life. just let them. do not tell this and that, jangan larang ini itu, biarkan saja. nanti orang tersebut akan menampakkan diri mereka sendiri. and I'll choose other people x

demi apa siii Karin ada kudungan dan umroh? alhamdulillaah🎀

ngeriiiii banget to be honest ngelihat cinta Kuya :( kirain dia kristen, Islam ternyata

kedatangan oud baruuuu, enak banget wanginya mashaAllah the true princess. terima kasih ya Allaaaah!!!!🥺🎀🎀🎀

when you remove the average man's ability to have and keep a family society collapses. just look at fatherless family and society. 🦪

Mu'arraq Al 'ljli berkata:

“Satu hal yang aku inginkan sejak 20 tahun yang lalu namun aku belum meraihnya, tapi saya akan terus berusaha ke depannya.”

Ditanyakan kepadanya: Apa itu wahai Abul Mu'tamir?

Beliau menjawab:...

“Diam dari hal-hal yang tidak bermanfaat bagiku”.

(Al 'Uzlah karya Al Khathabi halaman 43)

Alih Bahasa: Ust. Abu Ubaidah As Sindawy.