maybe today is the day I write entry most. i love writing and relaxing, it's like take a dump but for brain and my heart—my sanity actually. blessed to be here with Allah's grace and mercy every single day for me and my family. keep us healthy and wealthy ya Allah, you are Arrazaq and Al-Fattah.
anyway, let's take a look on this one: it's crazy though because when you do start “finding who you are” most of the time you just go back to your childhood & realizing who you've always been.
my childhood is good. not that perfect but wholesome actually. a lot of friends growing together. reading books by the swimming pool bersama teman-teman. ahhh, bikin rumah pohon dan masak pisang goreng. main bp-bp bersama my girlfriends dan mengerjakan LKS by the lake bersama ayahku. i love all of them. with the technology too, I invite my friends home and playing games. dulu aku punya banyak mainan dan buku, digitally and physically never get bored. dikelilingi banyak teman, aktivitas fisik dan interaksi sosial membuatku bahagia dan itu mungkin ya membuatku menjadi ekstrover. all of my growing up itu kerjaannya belajar sambil main. not in the classroom but in the real life. sebenernya pas di pwt, aku kaya kembali ke masa kecil with a lot of people, good food, good run, good shop and belajar sambil bermain. but yeah, kala itu ditambah banyak masalah but I still grateful for those experiences. never been in my life aku bekerja keras, karena aku hambanya Allah dan di dunia ini tugasku belajar sambil bermain. embrace the feeling of joy, sorrow, tiredness. ya Allah, panjangkan umur orangtuaku dan orangtua teman-temanku, bahagiakan mereka semua, ya Allah.