it was never an ‘if’ but a ‘when’. I think it's a majority of my life phase. I don't settle to a thing, whether it is relationship, places, people, work. not if, but a when. I must... at all cost, in all field, majority of them... I left. left something or someone or somewhere as it is... is my deep down passion. I rarely built my deep relationship, like an attachment or possession because at the end, either I left them or they left me first. I will make sure I have at least 75/100 occurence that I left it first. life happen and I spare 25/100 to be the occasion when I am the one who left out.