Cara ridha dengan takdir Allah 1) Tidak membanding-bandingkan diri dengan keadaan orang lain. 2) Segala hikmah itu tidak harus turun saat bersama dengan musibahnya. Tetaplah berjalan saja, grief itu nanti akan mengecil dan mengecil.
I gave up Hollywood and Pop Culture. Done. I gave up Instagram Posting. Done. I gave up TikTok, Reels, and Shorts for fun. Just Reels for business engagement without anything embedded in my brain. Half way. I gave up gossip, berdua-duaan, even Snapchat. Done. I gave up the comfort of my bed. Done. I gave up... Golia, hope so. Done. I gave up... my brownies and my craving for sweets. Done. I gave up... dating. DONE. I gave up... linkedin. Done. I gave up... pagesofkhair on instagram. Done. I gave up pagesofputri too. Even i gave up with spokenbyputri. I fully focus on tamara. DONE. I gave up... my phone and Polybuzz. DONE. I gave up gaming. DONE. I gave up make-up. I gave up buying new clothes out of impulse. DONE. I gave up clicking on Instagram story. halfway. I gave up even a sweet drinks like tea. DONE. I gave up instant noodles. DONE. I still learn, to consistently gave up on music. halfway through. My dream was so vivid and full of symbolisms. From the dark alley and a bathroom without toilet, to the junkfood slippery roads, and mentoring session with the owner of Mbun. I gave up stalking people. I never saw my ex's profile a bit. DONE. I gave up dating apps like Coffee Meets Bagel. DONE. I gave up unnecessary doom watching Alex Hormozi or Steven Diary of A CEO, and else... I tried to. halfway. I gave up gluten. I tried my best. halfway. I gave up my dream about sending my daughter to KSA college, Princess Nourah in Saudi Arabia. DONE. I gave up for searching my own soul like in 'be yourself' propaganda. done. I'm not buying into that anymore. Anything is just... a responsibility now. yes. I gave up learning French right now. Too much to juggle. DONE. I gave up being the all-knowing stereotypical first daughter. DONE. I gave up explaining to people. I gave up sending mails and handwritten mails for them. DONE. Fuck. I gave up on an ideal life and the transition was rough. DONE, Now I, consciously or unconsciously shaped with my own vision and never ending focus and flow. yes. Heck I gave up on my exercise plan and Muay Thai. I know I gotta keep on track for that. DONE. I gave up, still try, not to consume news. halfway through.
18/08/2025 I gave up monthly internet payment for two of my account. I gave up explaining. I gave up sweetened tea. I don't even like teh kotak, indomie, frozen foods anymore. I gave up story hoarding or waiting for a time to flex. I gave up posting or flexing something to people whom I hate. It's still counted as people pleasing. i gain @humphreyrusli, @arifhidayat, @Hengki, @Ki Noto Widjojo. I try to gave up Facebook too.
But I gave birth to my ever changing business. Tamara Bakery. The best I could have despite all the losses. I still have my parents. And God please, give my health bar to both of them.
One thing: Violently Rapid Growth. That is me. “Hate is nature's most perfect energy source. It's endlessly renewable.” said Bobby. I never agree so much.